This week I have been busy getting ready for Tanner and Reid's first birthday! Can you believe it, they're one today?! I have reminisced so much about what this last year has been like for our family and there are times I giggle, want to cry, or I'm just plain old sappy about my boys!
This morning they woke up around 6 a.m. I couldn't help myself! I pulled them both into bed with us and reminisced what this day was like one year ago. They must have sensed my need to hold them close, because they both snuggled up and lay so sweetly.
One year ago I was huge as a house and had been in labor for three weeks! Mother Teresa had come to take care of our little, yet growing, family, and what relief she brought. My goal of 36 weeks had finally come, and I woke up with such excitement to finally have these babies!

If my smile doesn't seem as radiant as usual, it's because I'm dialated to about a seven! This is moments before we walked out the door to the hospital.

I love this picture! It's the first time we were together after Tanner and Reid were born. Even though I was so drugged up and in so much pain, this one of my favorite moments ever! This picture hangs on the side of my refrigerator and I look at it every day!

Ah, coming home! I was so happy to be home and to hold Tanner and Reid in my arms, not my belly!
Soon we were on our own, and I think Mike has quite a few pictures of me like this at the end of the day. This is reality! Life with newborn twins and a 20 month old! I wondered how I would do it all- nursing twins, grocery shopping, church, social life, etc. But somehow we did it! Thankfully, babies get bigger, moms get smarter, dads work harder, and good neighbors, friends, and family help out! We learn how to carry two babies in one arm, how to pick things up with our toes, which grocery stores have the carts we need, and that concealer under the eyes is a must! Dinners are a little less impressive, our garden is an eyesore, and my home is only picked up once a day, but we did it! We not only survived the first year, but I like to think that we did it well. We had fun, we had vacations, and we are still sound in the mind- that has to count for something, right?





Tonight I put all three boys in the bathtub together and the sappiness I referred to earlier set in. I LOVE MY BOYS!!! I'm truly living my dream!
Birthday pics will be coming soon!